my ramblings

2005-11-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

life's definitely a bitch.

maybe it's just my uncle. i swear he's a son of a bitch with super tiny balls.

you know what son of a bitch, i don't need your sympathy for my family.

uncle, go to hell. muka bopeng!

2005-09-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

back from bangkok.

you know what? i don't give a damn about you.

don't "babe babe" me :)

pictures will be up soon guys. so just wait for now. hah. =0

2005-09-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

going hiatus till the 26th sept.

bangkok lah!

2005-09-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

up to you. it's your choice. you choose. =) great.

2005-09-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

babe, you don't have to view the clip if you don't wish to. really.

it's just shows how much you appreciate me. =)

flea market tomorrow.
design studies submission on monday.
free from tuesday.
thailand on the 16th.

still thinking back of the precious moments we had back in vietnam. that's where i found my true bestfriend. you.

isk i am still here. still breathing. i just don't like the stale environment in the studio. =) thanks for the songs dude.

hearts to my baby. =)

2005-08-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

mark. nadi and win misses you so much

2005-08-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

i posed for macdonalds 24 hours delivery service advertisement recently. check it out at your nearest outlet.

2005-08-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

i love these three words.

gerobok aka gerabak
bijik kelentik
panji panji

:)

2005-08-14T12:26:00.000+08:00

"whats so complicated about life is that you'll never understand why whats right is right, and why whats wrong is wrong. its more than just expressions of emotions. because sometimes, when you let yourself out, its not just you we have to understand. its not all about you.

its superficial. in this world there are many things that were once right, which ends up amazingly wrong. and its up to each individual to make the effort, or to take that extra step, to make that 180 degrees turn towards righteousness. don't add up to the complications. it brings you nowhere.

respect. is a big word. treat the word with what it means.

this issue. im done for."

-quoted from my best friend's entry :)

2005-08-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

countdown:
one month and two days more to extreme party and retail theraphy.

koh phangan and bangkok!

i need that.

*saa-waa-dee-kap*

2005-08-12T12:29:00.000+08:00

baby, i felt the distance between us. i miss you. :(

2005-08-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

i wonder...
my best friend is being labeled "so called friend"...

i wonder...
who else around you will be labeled the same.

*shakes head*

ish. ish. ish. ish.

2005-08-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

you realised? your all-time-favourite line...

"when you people need me, you all find me. when you all don't need me, you all forget about me."

what makes YOU think WE NEED you? what? you big fuck ah?

2005-08-11T10:51:00.000+08:00

friend, time does not justify the depth of friendship.

2005-08-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

Pronunciation: 'l&v
Function: noun

Etymology: Middle English, from Old English lufu; akin to Old High German luba love, Old English lEof dear, Latin lubEre, libEre to please

1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of love
2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion
3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration b (1) : a beloved person : DARLING -- often used as a term of endearment (2) British -- used as an informal term of address
4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God

2005-08-08T12:31:00.000+08:00

min, sorry but i have reasons for my actions too. dun entirely blame me babe.

2005-08-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

min... i miss you... really really, i am not kidding.

i miss my old times i had with my min. hehe.

my heart blog says so.

2005-08-05T17:28:00.000+08:00

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

2005-08-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

don't take my weakness as your advantage.

shut up.

2005-08-04T10:17:00.000+08:00

nadi. fala. isth.
i miss you all.
come back.
let's snuggle with each other - on the fluffy bed!
those were the precious moments i treasured so much.

baby, recover fast. i want to eat you up!

2005-08-04T10:10:00.000+08:00

*snuggle snuggle snuggle*

you forgot about the endless snuggles we had.

i miss the deng dengs.

i miss vietnam.

2005-08-03T17:42:00.000+08:00

okay you apologised.

*eye contact*

this is just a form of reminder for you not to say those words again to me.

i wanna smoke.

but no ciggs.

let's make one.

2005-08-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

go and lead your own life... that is so deep babe...

:(

2005-08-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

i love the beach. the sun. the sea. the chips. the smoke. the accompany.

i like.

2005-08-01T12:00:00.000+08:00

heart to heart. express. i like.

i hate these words - assume. assuming. assumptions.

2005-07-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

i miss the both of you. even though you're both by my side, drowning in my problems made me feel that we're far apart.

2005-07-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

i want you to leave us now. you're drowning and killing us each day.

i miss my mummy.

i miss my small sister.

i miss my small brother.

small sis and bro, i love you

mummy, i love you more.

i won't leave you.

2005-07-30T15:16:00.000+08:00

nadi. assumptions. always.
fyi, that two posts was for "the man with no brains..."

2005-07-29T16:04:00.000+08:00

I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. =)

2005-07-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

There is limit to my patience. If you think those words doesn't hurt me, I say fuck you.

2005-07-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

daddy (i dun think you deserve to be called one), eh man with no brains, screw you lah.

2005-07-21T10:53:00.001+08:00

daddy, fuck you.

what kind of father are you?

i'm so disgusted by you.

i wish you were dead.

i'll kill you one day.

2005-07-12T17:14:00.000+08:00

Thank you iskandar for the skin =)

testing bitch

2005-07-12T17:09:00.000+08:00

testing... bitch